Monday, March 10, 2008
the end?
I'm so glad I have this blog. I can type whatever I want and people wouldn't know. Sometimes it's good to have a dead blog, ain't it.
Thinking about it, reading through stuffs, I realised I was never good enough for her to start with. She was popular among guys. I was hardly popular among girls. Inferior much? Many guys like her, nobody likes me. Eh, guess we're not so alike after all. She would spend her holidays going out while I spend my holidays leveling up on WoW. Shows how much more popular she is. I quote "Everyone's like asking me out.HAHAHA."
This is probably the end, unless some sign from God tells me to keep going. I pray she continues to lead a happy life.
|[ jordon. | 7:31 PM ]|
Saturday, March 08, 2008
8/3
I doubt she likes me and will ever like me. There's still T who is probably still so in love with her. I mean, the time they've spent together can't match how much time I've KNOWN her. What was I thinking telling her all those stuff. I must have been the stupidest person ever. I know that now. It was right to promise myself things like never to like a girl never again, and after I broke that promise, I made another promise not to ask her to be my girlfriend unless we'd known for a year, but I broke that too. I'm just way too inferior when it comes to T and J. It's obvious who would emerge the winner.
I r fail, only because I was so stupid, getting my heart broken again, and again, and again. Relationships are fun, sure when you're the one being liked and have fun breaking up other guys' hearts. Watching guys fight over you must really be fun, and now I doubt that you were joking about that comment. You were probably serious and just thought it wrong for me to think you liked guys fighting over you, just so I could fight over you and look like a total idiot and you would just laugh at me.
|[ jordon. | 11:55 PM ]|
Thursday, February 21, 2008
a change
Hopefully nobody reads this blog. I need a place to rant about J and T and how I feel so much inferior to T, and J... I'm not sure what I think yet.
|[ jordon. | 6:40 AM ]|
Monday, July 09, 2007
9/7'07
Oooh, aaah. I just feel like blogging. Although I'm supposed to be doing my homework now, but oh well. I got distracted the moment I got into the computer and logged into MSN. The first thing that happened was that I got an invitation to start a game. And it's the same person who has ever played MSN games with me. He definitely had something else better to do, since he wasn't playing as fast as he used to. Probably busy talking to someone else. Anyway, that burned my half an hour I had to do my homework, and I am now in the time where I am supposed to:
1:Take a bath.
2:Take my dinner.
And the dreadful 3: Prepare for tuition.
But yeah I'm here blogging. I have about 15 minutes more which is enough to have my dinner.
Interesting things to talk about... Well let's start with a boring thing. Last week. The whole of last week was the ACSiMUN (Anglo-Chinese School Independent Model United Nations) Conference. It was basically delegates debating on a certain topic. Interesting, yes. Boring, probably. Funny, sometimes. Probably for those who actually HAD to talk it was fun.
Scouts. The Sec 3s have already taken over. With 2 SPLs, 1 ASPL, 3 Scribes and 1 QM. And there's me, the Campfire I/C. It was probably my 2nd campfire which I already got threatened to be demoted. I was supposed to get people to go for the campfire, but since nobody wanted to, I got scolded for it. Yeah, it's my fault as usual. So if that happens again I'd probably get demoted. I wouldn't really care then. Since if I actually made the same mistake twice, I probably would never be able to do it anyway.
As for today, ah well, staying back until 5pm doing nothing was absolutely fun. It was just full of laughs. Since we were supposed to be having PLC but there was no teacher, the PLC practically slacked in the Scouts Den since we were bored and there was air-conditioning. I never liked the idea of going home to start on my homework. Although now I think I should have done that since I don't really have much time on my hands right now.
|[ jordon. | 7:26 PM ]|
Thursday, June 14, 2007
14/6'07
Mmk. Today woke up around 8am, again. So anyway just did a few stuffs in the morning, then went out with my mom and my sister. First went to Orchard Towers so that my sister could collect her ticket. She's going to Vienna to study for like a month, which is a great thing for me. It means for a whole month, the house will be mine for most part of the day. My parents will be working, and so is my brother.
Sooo, after that, went to Vivo City. Man, it sure looks weird from the outside. It's an indescribable shape. Anyways, the place is pretty confusing at the start. You can't actually go everywhere from one place. On the directory it looks like that, but it really isn't. A couple of times we went to the wrong place and ended up going back to where we came from, because it was right. Anyways, went to Marché to eat. And yes, I ate a S$6.80 sausage. Chicken Cheese sausage. My sister just keeps going on and on about how I spent that much on a sausage. Anyways, it was my day.
After lunch, went to Adidas and bought new shoes for school. Still haven't gotten new shoes to wear with my jeans yet. After that we just went to buy what needed to be bought, which was nothing that I wanted.
Oh yeah, we went to Candy Empire. The shop was huge, and lots of chocolates and sweets. I bought this packet of Kinder Bueno that were like little eggs and wrapped, rather than the usual stick. I also bought this 1.4kg of jellybeans. Hahahaha. Gosh, that will take a while to finish.
That's practically it on my day. It's amusing who were the 3 people who wished me happy birthday. I'm quite happy too :)
|[ jordon. | 10:53 PM ]|
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
12/6'07
Guess my emo post wasn't very emo. Not enough angst. Anyway, today was kind of stupid. I'll explain in a few. So today all I did was have my drum lessons, then went to Toa Payoh to look for IJTP.
Mmmk. Nothing much to say about my drum lessons. My homework is to make up as many fill-ins as I can from 3 groups of notes. So yeah, I did some of it on the MRT. I got kind of surprised too. This old man came to sit down on my right, looking at what I was writing. Of course he knew they were notes, what else could dots with lines going up from them be? Anyway, then he started asking me what instrument it was. He first asked me for one thing which I can't remember, then he asked if it was piano. Then he said something like it's notes so it must be a piano. Hahahaha, yeah. Then I finally told him it was drums.
Okay so I finally reached Toa Payoh station. I walk out of the gantry, and guess what, 4 exits! I thought it would be like 2, which would be kind of easier, but nah, it's 4. So I just randomly picked one (25% chance of it being right). So after walking around for about maybe 15 mins I was obviously lost. So I messaged Fatin and thankfully she was at the train station to point me in the right exit. From then on, it was pretty straightforward I guess. Walked around that HDB block which seemed like I was going round and round. Finally ended up outside IJTP. Then I walked back to the MRT to get to AMK to go home. But it wasn't that easy...
So I went to AMK. Was walking to the bus stop, then realised that there was a serious lack of people. That bus stop is usually filled with people, cause there were like 10++ buses that go there. So I walked, then saw the thing which shows all the bus numbers that go there, and there were only 2 numbers. I thought that maybe that's the back of it, the other side has the rest of the buses. But when I got to the other side, guess what? 2 numbers! I was like, Whoa, no wonder there's almost nobody here. Then I was gonna walk back inside the MRT then saw that 169 doesn't go to the bus stop anymore. Meh, what a waste of time. Waste of money too, since I was using an adult Ez-Link.
Finally took MRT to Yishun, got back home. Was almost 7pm. Sheesh, didn't know it would be that late. And yeah that's pretty much it. Tomorrow should be a fun day.
|[ jordon. | 12:09 AM ]|
Monday, June 11, 2007
11/06'07
Hey again. My stupid cbox isn't moving. Maybe it's spoilt or something. Or maybe nobody knows about this blog. Now that would be great. Then I'd just be talking to.. nobody! That sounds so emo-ish. Nobody likes me. I don't have anybody to talk to. Even posting my life on the net where most of the people are at doesn't result in any attention for me. My life sucks. Even pressing ctrl+i results in the tags em, short for emo. The whole world is out to make fun of me. :(*Slit wrist*
I think I shall continue to type in the emo tags. I had a crappy day today. All I did was spend time at home, in front of my computer. Nobody likes me. Nobody ever asks me out. Most of the time I'm just sitting in the corner of my room and think how much my life sucks. I watched about 20mins of Saw 3 today. It looked so cool, lots of blood. I wish I could do that with my wrists. Although I don't have enough guts to actually make a deep cut. It looks so painful. Just making a cut feels quite bad already.
At least I didn't stay at home the whole day. I had tuition later at night. That's right, tuition during the holidays. My life really sucks so much.*Slit wrists*. Halfway towards the end of the tuition, the people all left! They really don't like me. My life is just terrible.
Oh wells. Looks like I'm ponning PLTC. Hopefully I'll be able to go for St Nick's campfire. Then a few days after that will be IJTP campfire. What fun holidays I'm having. And I'm gonna spend like a whole day at Vivo City soon, special discounts on my special day. Woot.
|[ jordon. | 10:38 PM ]|